This is almost going to be like a diary! Its going to have all of my inner thoughts on what is currently happening... oh my, this is going to be hard work to keep up with!
Friday, March 30, 2012
News of Mr. Bingley
How unbalanced and disturbed I am by the news of Mr. Bingley coming over. I cannot help myself when I feel so worried. I do not want to seem changed or weak in front of him. I could not bear to let him see how embarrassed I was at my own dear mother inviting him over to our home. I know my mother’s intentions are not friendly. She wishes for another marriage. I believe she still wants me to marry him. Oh I understand she only means for the finest situation possible for me but-… I cannot be anymore unhappy at her actions. I do not want to see Mr. Bingley, I fear I will become even more heartbroken when I realize it was all one sided or that his feelings have changed. I do not know whether to hope he comes back soon or if I should hope he shall never come back. I fear everything now, I do want to be in pain any longer! It is truly no way to live!
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Jane,
ReplyDeleteyou have to know that Mr. Bingley's feelings for you have never changed. It is normal to feel this way, for the man did leave you without a second glance back. You must show him why he should never leave you again, be yourself, and show him you care.